One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice --
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do --
determined to save
the only life you could save.
~ Mary Oliver ~

Funny how much wider this makes me grin, having followed a voice that draws far less of a crowd than that ever so popular run away! one that took me on the journey before this one....
Thanks for bringing this to me in the Houston airport. ;)
Posted by: Erin | April 25, 2009 at 05:37 PM
and to me. Thanks.
In spite of all the times I thought I was listening - or maybe because of all those times - I'm hearing the new voice.
Posted by: Kate | April 25, 2009 at 09:16 PM
I live to serve, loves.
Posted by: Laura | April 27, 2009 at 07:31 AM
During my life, knowing what to do has usually preceded finally doing it. But, I guess, the journey is the same.
The road full of fallen branches and stones reminds me of the path to a mountaintop above the ocean, near where Oliver's influence, Edna St. Vincent Millay, was born.
Millay is remembered there, near Camden, Maine, with a small stone tower and plaque.
Posted by: Dick | April 28, 2009 at 04:34 PM
I had to smile at this, Dick. You know, it used to be that I knew what to do before doing it, too. What's been interesting though is that the most pivotal things kind of snuck up on me. I've learned to respect intuition more and more as I've gotten older and I've got a healthy respect for just how quickly life (and all the plans we made for it) can change.
Posted by: Laura | May 26, 2009 at 11:20 AM